I have to admit I'm growing a little fearful of baby #3 coming. There are moments of my day that I find myself fully engaged with Khoen; teaching or instructing, at the same time Fletcher might need a word of discipline and countless minutes of follow through. The thought races to my mind 'how will I ever manage a third?' This morning as I was praying through this the Lord gave me a picture of Himself as my 'Fortress'. He became a Tower for me to run into. You might be thinking "oh yes, I know this song." But today was the first time for me that I found things inside that 'tower' just for me. I know your dying to find out what I found in that tower...
I found safety from the wind of chaos
More ammo to fight the enemy who lies to me
More grace to respond to my kids and the other demands on me
More energy to stand on the foundation of Truth
More creativity to lead my kids with
More encouragement to pick me up
and silence to meet with my King...
Oh it was a good morning in the Fortress of my King who then lead me to the passage in Psalm 18:
This tower behind us is strong, it has been standing for 1100 years.
But my God is stronger, and He will stand forever!